I'm an independent piece of shit some say... i'm a survivor... i'm a stupid friggin fighter some say... i'm a counselor...
Yeah! Everyone can tell anyone the hell they want to say, i'm only me and i can't be anyone else... though i wanted to correspond to everyone's expectations i'm just not able to do it... i never will.

I know i behaved pretty badly with some friends but if they seriously thought i'd go back running and crying to them they just never knew me. I may admit my bad behaviour, i consciently behaved that way so of course i admit it but i'll NEVER back down! I wasn't raised to do it so of course i won't give up my pride for some guy... maybe because if it was me i wouldn't have done what he did...