Tenho vontade de vida
Tenho fome de sensações
Tenho medo que me morras

Ah! E tu que aí estás a olhar para mim
E tu que vives sem ver quem te rodeia
Sim, vocês que passam pelos momentos sem os ver

Venham comigo
Vejam o mundo pelos meus olhos
E morram
Morram porque me infectam
Morram porque são tóxicos
E afinal não morram
Porque morrer não é suficientemente cruel

Merecem viver
E reviver o vosso passado

Vão e vivam
Um dia aprenderão

... poema ... #26

I used to be the strong girl...
I used to be the smiling girl...
I used to hide myself in the shadow...
I used to live alone in my world...

Then you came...
Then you broke my boundaries...
Then you used me...
And you left!

Sometimes i feel the urge to speak and no words come out
Sometimes i want to speak my mind and there's no mind left to speak
Sometimes i'm afraid of my own voice

I need a friend
I need a song

... poema ... #25

If what you want is to leave me
Leave me

I don't want this slow death
Slowly dying no
Please just go

If what you want is to leave me
Simply say it
I'll move on on my own

I will go on
I'm gonna survive
I will leave your memory here
And advance once more

I'll go on
I won't forget you
But i'll go on

... poema ... #24

Acuso a distância
Acuso os ciúmes
Acuso toda a merda que tem acontecido

Desculpa
Mas dói-me que isto seja assim

Tu gostas dela eu entendo
Mas tens que nos mostrar isso assim?

Magoa mais assim
Se te escondesses eu não perdoava
porque eu ia continuar a ver
Se mostrasses mais eu ia chorar sempre
mas isso já acontece

... poema ... #23

You don’t get it…
You always though I was a girl you could play with
I warned you countless times not to play a game you can’t win
And you know I’m stronger and against me you’ll never be able to win unless you play dirty
And you wouldn’t
Not with me
I don’t know why but you always seemed to have an inexplicable urge to make me kill you
That’s something I never fully understood
I can’t even seem to understand how someone like you can feel good while hurting others
I don’t know why but I don’t get it… it’s as simple as that
I don’t get what you think about all the things you did to me and not even why you did that to me
Sorry I guess I am what you always said I was
Just a little girl who behaves like the slut she really is…
But you’re wrong
You never really understood nor would neither the pain nor the pressure I was under… if I never had been under that type of pressure I never would have even looked at you
Sorry boy, you were bad to me, you said I was the biggest bitch you ever had met… believe me, now I’m a bitch
Back then I was a kid
And a kid can’t be a bitch

... poema ... #22

Here’s to you
Yes you, the one who hurt me, you
Don’t leave
Stay there
Please be my guest
Watch the dirty things you did to me back then come back to life
I never wished your death you know, I wish you get hurt
I wish you’re stabbed in the back by the one you love the most
I wish you all the sad things in life

... poema ... #21

I know what I shouldn’t be doing…
I should just look away
I was supposed to be alone for the rest of my life…
Damn me I let that son of a bitch into my head again…
I’m sorry baby…
I just can’t forget what he did to me…
I feel sorry for myself but I just can’t be alone with him again…
Never ever again
I feel bad for letting him get into my head even one time…
If he touches me again I swear someone is totally dead…
And believe me it won’t be me…

... poema ... #20

Come on to me
Trust me
Let me be your safety net

I’ll catch you
Just jump to me
Let me hold you
Don’t say a word

Hold my hand
Tell me to go
Just hold me to my word

... poema ... #19

Tell me to die
You made me fly then threw to the ground
Make me remember how to live
Tell me how to forgive
Teach me how to stay alive

Remember me
Please make me live again
Tell me
Teach me again how I survive
Please do tell
I’m hopeless
I can’t breathe

I know how to talk
But words won’t come out
I know I shouldn’t go away
But my love just left

... poema ... #18

I was not supposed to be afraid of this…
I was supposed to be fine being alone but I’m no good at this
I’m surely not the best person in the world
Nor I’m the worst
So I should just go away
One day I should stop pretending
And that day I’d be happier… or so I thought

I’m so afraid to be alone
And I can’t even trust anyone
I love them all but still…
Still I can’t

I can’t even trust anyone right now…
I should just be alone
But still I can’t
I love her too much

... poema ... #17

“Just tonight I will stay and we’ll throw it all away”

Vamos amor, vem a mim
Não fujas, não tenhas medo
Eu estou aqui
Não te largo, prometo

Eu ainda te amo
Nunca vou deixar de amar
Não posso dizer que sejas o meu primeiro amor
Mas és sem dúvida quem mais amei até hoje

És linda meu amor
Tenho tanto medo que me odeies

... poema ... #16

I was not supposed to be afraid of this…
I was supposed to be fine being alone but I’m no good at this
I’m surely not the best person in the world
Nor I’m the worst
So I should just go away
One day I should stop pretending
And that day I’d be happier… or so I thought

I’m so afraid to be alone
And I can’t even trust anyone
I love them all but still…
Still I can’t

I can’t even trust anyone right now…
I should just be alone
But still I can’t
I love her too much

... poema ... #15

Daddy does this aching ever fades?
Daddy can you ease my pain?

I love her
She loves you
Please god why are you so mean

I LOVE HER
I was never meant to be with her
But i really wanted to see her smile

I wanted her to turn that sweet smile to me
But she always smiled to you

Sorry love
I won't hide it

IT HURTS
I wanna die
But i can't
I have to be strong for her

She'll need my friendship
I know that quite well

... poema ... #14

I'm lost
I don't wanna be found
I kinda wanna die
but i wanna be happy

I love you
I mean really
You are the one
I never felt this way before

... poema ... #13

Sei o que devia dizer
Sei o que ele quer ouvir
O problema é fazer-me dizer as palavras

Não são as palavras certas
Mas é tudo o que lhe posso dar

A vida é minha
Eu fiz a minha escolha
Eu adoro-te mas não posso obrigar-me a escolher-te

Somos amigos
Vamos continuar assim
Resultamos assim

Acredita que é melhor
Não deixar o que estamos a fazer
E ser só amigos
Somos bons como amigos

... poema ... #12

Frágil

Sinto-me frágil

Tenho medo

Cada vez tenho mais medo

Sinto que te afastas

Eu grito

E tu não vens

Volta

Não me amas mas volta

Não te peço amor

Peço a tua companhia apenas

Abraça-me

Não perguntes

Abraça-me só

Deixa-me descansar no teu ombro

Fingir por uma vez que está tudo bem

Tenho medo

Ainda tenho medo

Empresta-me a tua força

Que eu já não consigo sorrir

Abraça-me só

Com mais força amor

Com quanta força tenhas

Eu não tenho medo amor

Ensina-me outra vez a sorrir

Leva as lágrimas dos meus olhos

Abraça-me até adormecer

... poema ... #11

Estou perdida

Não encontro o caminho

Grito

Choro

Não sou ouvida

Ninguém me ajuda

Estás aí?
Posso confiar em ti?
Não vais fugir?

... poema ... #10

Amor

Estás aí?

Ainda não foste embora?

Tinhas dito que ias morrer...

Ainda aí estás?

Grito o teu nome na noite

é uma noite tão escura

Não vejo nada

Tenho saudades tuas

Sinto a falta do teu abraço

... poema ... #9

Anjos

Demónios

Guerras

Tantas guerras

Tenho medo

Vou perder-te

Vais fugir-me

Vais morrer-me

Não vás

Promete-me que ficas